Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Something Beautiful

It all started with a heartache.

Even I, myself, could not believe how far this blog has become ever since I started writing all about my relationship chronicles with Marco, my past lover, exactly six years ago.

I spent the night re-reading through my stuffs, the bitter and the best, and started thinking about my life in retrospect. At first I feel desolate—six years and I’m still alone. No stories to share, no lover to spend the lonely nights with. And then a sudden outpour of love overflowed. Suddenly I was elated—that I am currently experiencing what other people can only dream of. I was blessed with lots of personal successes in the presence of my loved ones who relentlessly stick with me through the hardest times.



It’s been like almost a year since my last post and it feels like I have deserted my own home, abandoned my old refuge, and left some very good friends. I kept promising to write more and more, and yet kept on falling into the proverbial writer’s abyss. Kept justifying for my inconsistencies and rationalizing for my indolence.


This moment feels like a homecoming of sorts. I’m now back to writing. Hopefully with new stories to tell and more memories to share.


Consider this my comeback post. Unbearable lightness, here I come.

2 comments:

ʎonqʎʇıɔ said...

yay! you're back!!! you've been missed! :D

ruff nurse-du-jour said...

thanks. this homecoming thing is like a breath of fresh air. i feel refreshed.

i miss you too.