Thursday, February 19, 2009

My Life Would Suck Without You

I find it amazing that almost a year ago, I was musing with my epiphanies of self-indulgent greatness with this post that I personally think is the best that I have written. That despite the fact that the scale of accomplishment and failure tips on the former rather than the latter, what I have achieved for the past year is something I could definitely be proud of.

Looking back, the three words that sum up my dreary almost non-existent life is nursing, sleeping and eating. The thing that fuels my existence, aside from my pay check, is personal satisfaction. I made things possible without a special someone, a trophy person, dare I must say, to celebrate with my victories and empathize with my defeat. To quote;

(3) My ideal guy is just around the corner, and sooner or later, he’ll get to find me. It’s just that we’re both busy chasing our dreams that our lovelives is a little haywire. After some readjustments of goals, he’ll come to me, and we’ll live happily ever after.

Fast forward a few months of waiting, just when I thought that I have given up on love (again), a special someone comes in the form of an amazing, understanding person. I might have had a notorious reputation of finding my loved ones in the most inopportune places (only if you consider ONS’s as inopportune), this time, I thought that this could be it. I told myself that there’ll be no pressure this time. “Let’s see” has become my personal mantra. And time has become my friend instead of my foe.

Before, my weekends are filled with night outs with friends with the aim of spying potential lovers that would pass our ways. Looking at couples not only enliven my angst on love but also rouse my relentless homicidal ideations and murderous tendencies. I channelled my inexorable libido into my personal work, and even started a new hobby in taking photographs.

But then this person came. And I was inspired. My weekends are now filled with intense lovemaking sessions (hahaha) and I no longer feel the existential angst for lovers walking as if they’re the only people in the world. I no longer dread the pity talks. The self-help books will have to go for now. And I will no longer watch movies alone.

Though everything is still far from the hedges of roses that I have envisioned before and am still envisioning now, the fact that I did not spent Valentine’s Day alone is enough blessing that I should feel thankful for.

Images from my friend K's multiply account.


dabo said...

this is just so sweet.. stay in love...nurse ruff

lucas said... sessions...hehehe :P

good for you! :)

Anonymous said...

Waw. sweet.

jericho said...

wow nursie ruff.. this is a post from Cloud 9.. hehehe

ruff nurse-du-jour said...

@dabo: i will, dave. i'll do my very best.

@lucas: oops, spoke too much.

@bino: it kinda is.

@jericho: must be the weather. sings "heaven, i'm in heaven..."

lucas said...

yeah...i remeber how passing those exams felt like...

as if i was in vacuum for 5 minutes. hehehe!

goodluck on your love life :)

KC said...

I'm so happy for you Ruff! May the coming days be filled with love.


wandering tsinelas said...

"I may have plenty, but I am not the sum total of all my failures." -

I like this one from your last year's post.

my. it's been a long time. :)

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