When She Cries

First of all, allow me to thank all of you for your overwhelming support. The past few weeks have been really difficult—trust issues, relationship matters, unfulfilled needs—they have been in and out of my head for the time being. I was in tears as I was typing the last post that took just a few minutes to make, but it took me a whole lot of time deciding as to whether I should post some personal issues in this blog.

And I’m just happy I did.



And as I was reading your comments and kind words, another set of tears fill my eyes. This time, it was not of pain, but of joy and bliss, that all of you shared a little piece of yourself and imparted with my sympathies. I am forever indebted. Thank you for making me feel loved and appreciated.

I am now moving on. Life is good and life is fun. Build bridges while you can. Spend time with the ones you truly love. Fulfill your childhood dreams. Cry. Laugh. Feel. Live life like there’s no tomorrow. Do the things that scare you the most. Give it your all. Dance like there’s no one watching. Spread and cultivate friendship. Love without expecting in return. Make a new beginning.



They say that optimism is contagious, and here I am, a life survivor and a testament to the fact that happiness is better shared than kept. Life, despite all the disappointments, is still beautiful indeed.

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And with this new phase comes my homecoming to normalcy, my second meme for the month. If it weren’t for Mikkoi, I would probably be staying here lifeless, not knowing what to do. Atleast, his tagging pushed me to do something productive, and for this tag I am very thankful.

Three Things That Scares Me:
1a. Dakota Fanning in Hide and Seek
1b. Dakota Fanning in War of the Worlds
1c. Dakota Fanning in all of her movies.

For short: DAKOTA FANNING!!!

2. Spending my lifetime alone
3. Death of any family member

Three People Who Make Me Laugh:
1. (Ugly) Betty Suarez (America Ferrera)
2. Jack McFarland (Sean Hayes) with/without Cher
3. Elle Woods (Reese Witherspoon)

Three Things I Love
1. God, family, friends, etc. etc.
2. Long walks in the park with the one you love (HHWWPSSP)
3. Dexter (love love love this one)

Take a little time watching this short clip from Dexter:

Three Things I Hate
1. Poverty, hunger, violence.
2. People who take other people for granted
3. Bittersweet goodbyes and tragic endings

Three Things I Don't Understand
1. Why some people are devoid of manners/ignorant of common courtesy
2. Why this certain Pops Fernandez keeps on insisting on being the "It Girl" when she isn't IT and she isn't a GIRL anymore
3. Why Dexter and Michael C. Hall weren't nominated for this year's Emmy.

Three Things On My Desk
1. Laptop
2. Mobile phones, iPod
3. Post-its, brochures from this fastfood chain, that home TV shopping channel, etc.



Three Things I'm Doing Right Now
1. Answering this meme (and some blog comments as well)
2. Listening to Madonna's I'll Remember.. oops, it's now K.D. Lang's Love Affair
3. Planning an Ugly Betty/Heroes/Dexter marathon tonight.

Three Things I Want To Do/Achieve Before I Die
1. Have an undiscovered disease/theory/medical procedure named after myself.
2. Have my name listed in a history book or something.
3. Star in a porn video or something

Three Things I Can Do
1. Deliver babies and placenta
2. Circumcise
3. Do *really good yoga

Three Things I Can't Do
1. Bear children and deliver them myself
2. Ride a bicycle
3. Eat liver with some fava beans and a nice chianti.


Tick Tock Clarice!

Three Things I Would Like To Learn
1. Gymnastics
2. Play the piano/violin/flute
3. A foreign language (Spanish, Latin, Mandarin)

Three Things You Should Listen To
1. Your instinct/intuition
2. Your BRAIN over your HEART
3. Your BLOGMATES and BLOGFRIENDS!!! (Trust me on this)

Three Things You Should Never Listen To
1. Dr. Phil and those hosts of self-help programs/authors of self-help books (Right, Kiks?)
2. People who are always trying to pull you down
3. J** R**** - that Fear Factor guy. Please, tone it down a notch. Whatever it is, just stop. The coaching? Not funny or helpful anymore.



Three Favorite Foods
1. KFC's Original Recipe Chicken
2. Pistachio, Caramel and Strawberry Ice Cream (individually or otherwise)
3. Krispy Kreme doughnuts

Three Shows I Watched As A Kid
1. Mighty Morphin' Power Rangers
2. Sailor Moon
3. Ula, ang Batang Gubat

Three Things You Wish
1. World Peace
2. Ian Somerhalder's/Chris Evans' Body
3. To have a peaceful, contented, and happy life.

Since I think that I’m probably the last person in the cyberspace to answer this memetics, I’m not tagging anybody. If you still haven’t answered this post, however, consider yourself tagged.

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And oops, as inspired by Empress Maruja, I took this quiz: "What Type of Gay Are You?" and lookie lookie at what I got:



You scored as The all-round cute gay guy

You are a cute guy who many would die to be with..........lucky!!

The all-round cute gay guy		90%
Raging Queer		80%
A Big Bear		70%
Straight Acting		50%
S + M guy		50%
Straight Queer Basher		40%
Straight		20%

What type of Gay are YOU?

That definitely puts a huge smile on my face. Haha.

Thank you once again for your kind words of support and encouragement. I’m glad to say that I’m now bouncing back. Again, my sincerest appreciations.

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Quiz from QuizFarm, Images from Flickr, Yahoo! Movies, Yahoo! TV and Wikipedia.